I wonder if this is going to become a nightly ritual- me getting all emo. This is the third night in a row. But yeah I just wanted to comment on how sad it is that a few people I was really close to don't even talk to me anymore. Or have changed toward me. For example Drew and Rob. Well with Drew there's nothing I can do so yeah. But Rob. We were so close. I sure do fuck up a lot of people's lives to make me happy.